Dare to look into my eyes?

You jolly well know why you dont even dare to look into my eyes when I walk towards the door. You tried to act as if nothing happen and played with Thomas; you tried so hard to cover that anxiety and fear in you when WanQing/ZiXuan walked towards me. If you dare to bad mouth me, by all means, say in loud and clear in front of me. I respect you that's why I didn't ask you in your face why did you say those things about me when they are not even true at all. I'm afriad you would act stupid and pretend you said nothing about me that destroys my reputation. & btw, do you think they'll believe you? One was my aunt who watched me shit eat sleep for 18 years, the other 2 were my best nieces in this world, that supports me nevertheless. I see that anger in there eyes, I hear the this-is-not-fair tone in their speech. You come all the way here, me house, and bad mouth about me, about me(?!) in front of them? Told them not to tell me? You're silly or what? Izzit even possible in the first place. This is my place, you wanna bad mouth me, go further. You wanna hear what your good "sis" say bad things about me, like she alwys does, go ahead. Not here please. Since I was young, your sis didnt alwys looked down on me. She wanted to comment on everything I did. I get first in class, she'ld say I am clever when I was young, but stupid in future. I take that word of hers, I proved her wrong, for 18 years till date. When I took combined science, she'll tell everyone combined science is for stupid people, and wouldn't do me any good. You listened, you came, you spoke to my mum. Guess what? I proved her wrong again. She had so many things from her mouth and you just followed without even thinking it was right or wrong. She had so many complains about everyone else, because she thinks she studied and she's always right. And you think so too. Stupid x2.


Now you're kicking a big fuss over things like this. T'was just a conversation between me and her. We're just commenting on a FACT. Nothing is wrong here, anything wrong? It was a truth, that almost everyone know. And there you go calling people's parents. You want face, your son wants respect? What is respect?


The meaning of Respect from Dictionary.com - esteem for or a sense of the worth or excellence of a person, a personal quality or ability, or something considered as a manifestation of a personal quality or ability.


Which part of it did I not perform this? If a joke that is something like what I've said is not respecting someone, please quote to me. Did I not manifest your personal quality or ability? Did I insult your quality or ability? Or did I not treat you with a sense of the worth? In what way you tell me!


So keep your fucking mouth shut and stop calling my surname and also not ask if I know what is respect. Cuz in any case or so, I did not do anything that is disrecpectful.


Yea, back to you. In what way am I 没有礼貌? You want me to have 礼貌 then earn it. Not like what you've done, saying I 没有礼貌. Did you treat my mum with 礼貌 in the first place? Did you even treat her as she's present when she's walking in front of you. You ignored her, she is your sis. You dont have 礼貌 and you're saying me? WTF right. My other point is, how much does your face worth hur? Much more than kinship? Thn go ahead, fucking go around and tell everyone about this and say Jiawei what what what very 没有礼貌 what what what. GO TELL, I DARE YOU. Oh ya, I forgot! Tell you ask that person don't tell me, cuz later your husband scold. You told me to think before I speak? Set an example yourself first. I didn't think? Don't tell me you did, or you won't be making a fuss over this now. What wrong did I speak? That was an msn conversation I am speaking into. I don't see any wrong.


Earn respect, or not I don't think you deserve to be respected.


Foremost, I wasn't the one who started this posting to fb thing. Neither am I pushing the blame to whoever who did it. But it is fucking unfair to say bad things about me TGT with the whoever's mum. I was only saying that out of a casual conversation. And there you see the whoever as angel cuz her mum says so, AND BECUZ MY MUM TOLD ME NOT TO ARGUE WITH YOU, I DIDN'T EVEN MENTION A WORD, AND YOU TREAT US LIKE WE'RE GOOD TO BULLY IZZIT! THINK BEFORE YOU SAY LA. PPL SAY WHAT YOU ALSO SAY WHAT, FOR WHAT!


I fucking hate you for all these you've been giving me, wq, zx, my mum, my aunt today. You outta pay for all these. And don't think I'll apologise. Cuz I dont think I did anything wrong. S'pore has a freedom of speech policy. It applies here too. And if you happen to read this, go ahead and talk more bad things about me. See who will believe.


This is my space, my place for venting my anger, if you wanna scold me even for this, try your luck or get outta this place. I don't want people like you to read my space too.


Loser, can't even take jokes. 玩不起?


Signed Off As;

PISSED.