God tricked me like an idiot so I shall be one for him. How can so many things of happen in a day, wtf.


Harlo Diary,
I was supposedly so damn bloody happy today. You get what I mean. I went back CCHMS(I told the security guard tht I was collecting something from school & he "huh" me like 10 times before he allowed me in w/o a visitor's pass, wth, deaf SGx.) with Char, thinking of collecting my testi(the original copy) cuz SP wants the original copy for the scholarship porgramme instead of the draft, which was given to us. But the thing is believe that copy haven arrived in school yet? Cch had no choice but to print me a copy with the damn lousy qualitied paper with the School logo on it. Heh, joker sia, i wore PE & pumps, which nearly cuz me to join the PUMP students in sch lol, cuz like 10 teachers spotted me & niam niam niam niam niam at me.


Ya gracious, that's not the main point why I'm happy. Ok, Charmaine has to meet Ivan to collect something, so we've decided to get take a tour round the classrooms to look for his class. This hell reminds me of Cch life, where we'll huan you shi jie before FRC starts. Hais, I miss school. Then then then! Then we walked & climbed, I mean climb staircase la, of the new block. When we reached the 3rd floor, GREAT GREAT GREAT! We saw F in the classroom! Oh my, he made my day my day my day man! Ivan's class was 2 classrooms away, so we've decided to stone outside the class beside his, cuz Ms Tan will scold me for not properly dressed in the school. Hmmm, everyone knows I wanted to see F what! So, coincidently, F's next class was the one we're standing outside of! Needless to say, the handsome young married man talked to us, omg, zxzxzxzxzxzxzx, he has got pretty pretty eyes. Aw, I'm so happy. He asked me where I was posted to and we talked about some other things. He's class must have loved us for taking up his time HAHAHA. <3>I guess I have to listen to my friends in the end, which they told me from the start.
Rachel, I regret not listening to you now. Srsly, I LOVE YOU MANzxzxzx, lets watch GAH GAH, lets watch Rule No.1!!!

Its just your luck & my timing to end this fast.
If I didn't find out, would we still be like before? I guess not, cuz you're utterly not worth my anything. I swear I LOVE YOU so much. You broke me once, and again. Hello, I'm sucha idiot. Why the hell can I help ppl when I'm sucha failure. 0/100. Fail. Just this point of time, I realised, I have no friends. I couldn't sleep all night, yes, but no one cares about me now. I so love you before, and wtf I believed everything you said.
You promised to look for me after school once my school starts; you promised to go east coast with me; you said you'll jump off the building with me and protect my from the wind; you made me think about the future; you told me you were a flirt, but you pormised you would change; you said you love me, and you said you mean what you say; you had another gf all along, you didn't tell me, the girl told me instead, and everything started in JAN, I dont know wtf are you doing cuz you had another gf, but you're still able to be with me during v'day & results day. Its becuz how you treated me those days, many ppl changed their views about you; you said you tried to tell me. I know cuz you told me, but you didn't tell me you had another one; I was so happy whenever I get to see you, you asked me whether I'm happy, yes I am, cuz you're alwys so busy, but now i finally realised what you're busy at; you still made me say I love you. I asked why, and you said cuz you love me; I found out this entire thing, you didn't even care/bother to explain/tell me anything, how selfish can you get; ppl told me to end everything with you from the v v start he saw you, cuz he said you're not worth it. I chose to believe you and now I've lost another friend; I've been scolded by Charmaine cuz I made her mix the cardboard's colour with me just this morning telling her its for you, cuz i rmb, I promised to make you a big big birthday card cuz you saw the one I made for peng, I've done everything alrdy, cuz I have no time after this week due to work & freshman orientation, but now, who wants my card still. I'm fcking childish.
And hell, its just recently, and everything changed. I gave up someone with academic, character & looks, for you, and I got this in return. How silly can I get. Left me crying to myself & Sinying, left me nagging into Chengwai's ears. I'm not gonna hate you, cuz I'm supposed to be happy for the one I love & all the best.

Diary Diary, I so HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY TT.