From this,

To this,

And I gave up alrdy.

You ppl are right, I deserve better.

Jio me out ok!

I promise I'll be back to myself soon.

I'll laugh with you guys!

Srsly,after this thing, I've realised, yes, LOYALTY rocks!

I can belive nothing, but I've gotta believe this.

There's only one thing that lasts forever, and that is,

L for love, L for Loyalty, L for life.

Loyalty's life's LOVE!

God tricked me like an idiot so I shall be one for him. How can so many things of happen in a day, wtf.


Harlo Diary,
I was supposedly so damn bloody happy today. You get what I mean. I went back CCHMS(I told the security guard tht I was collecting something from school & he "huh" me like 10 times before he allowed me in w/o a visitor's pass, wth, deaf SGx.) with Char, thinking of collecting my testi(the original copy) cuz SP wants the original copy for the scholarship porgramme instead of the draft, which was given to us. But the thing is believe that copy haven arrived in school yet? Cch had no choice but to print me a copy with the damn lousy qualitied paper with the School logo on it. Heh, joker sia, i wore PE & pumps, which nearly cuz me to join the PUMP students in sch lol, cuz like 10 teachers spotted me & niam niam niam niam niam at me.


Ya gracious, that's not the main point why I'm happy. Ok, Charmaine has to meet Ivan to collect something, so we've decided to get take a tour round the classrooms to look for his class. This hell reminds me of Cch life, where we'll huan you shi jie before FRC starts. Hais, I miss school. Then then then! Then we walked & climbed, I mean climb staircase la, of the new block. When we reached the 3rd floor, GREAT GREAT GREAT! We saw F in the classroom! Oh my, he made my day my day my day man! Ivan's class was 2 classrooms away, so we've decided to stone outside the class beside his, cuz Ms Tan will scold me for not properly dressed in the school. Hmmm, everyone knows I wanted to see F what! So, coincidently, F's next class was the one we're standing outside of! Needless to say, the handsome young married man talked to us, omg, zxzxzxzxzxzxzx, he has got pretty pretty eyes. Aw, I'm so happy. He asked me where I was posted to and we talked about some other things. He's class must have loved us for taking up his time HAHAHA. <3>I guess I have to listen to my friends in the end, which they told me from the start.
Rachel, I regret not listening to you now. Srsly, I LOVE YOU MANzxzxzx, lets watch GAH GAH, lets watch Rule No.1!!!

Its just your luck & my timing to end this fast.
If I didn't find out, would we still be like before? I guess not, cuz you're utterly not worth my anything. I swear I LOVE YOU so much. You broke me once, and again. Hello, I'm sucha idiot. Why the hell can I help ppl when I'm sucha failure. 0/100. Fail. Just this point of time, I realised, I have no friends. I couldn't sleep all night, yes, but no one cares about me now. I so love you before, and wtf I believed everything you said.
You promised to look for me after school once my school starts; you promised to go east coast with me; you said you'll jump off the building with me and protect my from the wind; you made me think about the future; you told me you were a flirt, but you pormised you would change; you said you love me, and you said you mean what you say; you had another gf all along, you didn't tell me, the girl told me instead, and everything started in JAN, I dont know wtf are you doing cuz you had another gf, but you're still able to be with me during v'day & results day. Its becuz how you treated me those days, many ppl changed their views about you; you said you tried to tell me. I know cuz you told me, but you didn't tell me you had another one; I was so happy whenever I get to see you, you asked me whether I'm happy, yes I am, cuz you're alwys so busy, but now i finally realised what you're busy at; you still made me say I love you. I asked why, and you said cuz you love me; I found out this entire thing, you didn't even care/bother to explain/tell me anything, how selfish can you get; ppl told me to end everything with you from the v v start he saw you, cuz he said you're not worth it. I chose to believe you and now I've lost another friend; I've been scolded by Charmaine cuz I made her mix the cardboard's colour with me just this morning telling her its for you, cuz i rmb, I promised to make you a big big birthday card cuz you saw the one I made for peng, I've done everything alrdy, cuz I have no time after this week due to work & freshman orientation, but now, who wants my card still. I'm fcking childish.
And hell, its just recently, and everything changed. I gave up someone with academic, character & looks, for you, and I got this in return. How silly can I get. Left me crying to myself & Sinying, left me nagging into Chengwai's ears. I'm not gonna hate you, cuz I'm supposed to be happy for the one I love & all the best.

Diary Diary, I so HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY TT.

See breeze was wonderful, splendid, especially at West Coast, alone.

I swear, everything's gonna be different now.

Love is the irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.

You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.


O, I rmbed, I had this bloo...dy stupid dream last night which woke me up at 2 pm. I dreamt that I was in Germany, with no company. Idk why I had that dream, cuz it was kinda random. How would I be in Germany at this period of time?! Hahaha! Then, there was this person I miss alot alot alot, his name is David ( Idk why, but this name keeps on appearing in front of me, in my dreams, in my com, on msn... whatever, but I don't have any friend in this name. ) Zxzxzxy. Haha, I forgot the later part of the story. Cuz, who cares right!

SINYING, I LOVE YOU CAN!

There're 12 levels of pain in our lifes.

Lvl 1: Mosquitoe bite.

Lvl 2: Hit by come falling object.

Lvl 3: Hand stapled by a bullet.

Lvl 4: Gun shoot (shoot alrdy jiu die, not v pain what.)

Lvl 5: ...

...

...

...

...

Lvl 12: Giving birth.

Izzit that pain? After all, there's only 12 levels of pain.

Hey but guess what?

What's painful lvl 13?

Hahahaha!

get bitten by a mosquito when giving birth. (:


You see the nicest belt in T3? Heh (:
I'm so creative (:
Finally blogger like allowed me to post pictures (:

Hi Mas Selamat Bin Kastari, how are you doing now? I know you'll be reading my blog often. So, I wanna let you know that, I still care for you, more than anyone else, cuz your picture's still in my phone, & you gave me a shock last night. I aspire to track you, stalk you, catch you. I wanna get $1000+$1000+$2000+$8888+$1000 (wow) lol. lame. Mr. Mas, I'll be back. Wait right there for me.

I have this habit of sleeping late, late late late night, cuz I just cldn't fall asleep early. ):

This's what happens in the office:

(mei you msn, skype also buay pai)

colleague:

(dancing emoticon)

me:

why I dont have that icooooon!

colleague:

hahaha

have to press yourself, dont have it in the emoticon.

me:

how to press?

colleague:

press (

me:

dont have leyyyyyyyy!

colleague:

wait la, i haven type finish.

me:

ok, cont bahzxzxzx.

colleague:

(poolparty)

try.

me:

ok, (poolparty), YEAY!

colleague:

hahahahaha you dont know one la, is my friend tell me one.

me:

hahaha okok.

colleague:

this also have that also have (then starts showing to me alot alot of emoticons)

me:

hhahaha, I dont rly use skype one

I alwys use msn only

skype's web cam also sot sot got problem one

only at night v clear then in the morning also lag dao siao

colleague:

msn, out already la

me:

but not so lag ma

colleague:

hahaha skype for old people one

suitable for me & your brother

msn suitable for young people

me:

hahaha! Ya, young ppl like like me!

hahahaahahahaaaaaaaa, skype alot office ppl use cuz foc ma

colleague:

comapny alot old ppl ma

me:

...

(skip)

me:

erm ask you huh.

this person call dung

colleague:

then?

me:

then i'm supposed to send email to him

colleague:

send using your email a/c the under support one

me:

I know.

colleague:

then ok what

me:

but the problem is, his name is dung

then i'm supposed to write, dear dung?

sounds like dear da bain or dear shit you know

colleague:

hahaha,I read le, I keep laughting , opposite x and xx keep looking at me. say I siow ler.

me:

Hahaha, I also think so.

you know i can hear you from 2 tables away?

colleague:

hahahaha, i cannot take it already, keep laughing, talk to me later.

Working life can be damn boring, but you have to find joy outta it.

Emails, smses, skype.

We're doing these things in the office, hello, among ourselves, within 10m range.

How dumb can this get?

I miss my com, I miss home, I miss my game, I miss freedom.

& I miss you.

I mean you see the difference when someone's absent from your daily life. The difference is there, I can't deny. Is like, you do things differently, really.

I didn't treasure the times spent together, and now that everything's gone, I wished we were better back then.

I'll treat you alot alot alot better I swear, if you were to come back.

I'll wait. You won't wanna miss this chance right? ):

Work's getting boring, boring, boring. There's hardly anything I can do now. ): Now I think there's someone out there who can understand the pain & boredom I'll gone through work since Nov'07. Haha! Xiaobai, slacker's work aren't easy after all. You have to stone from 9-6.

& Wth wth wth! East Shore Hospital called me up for another round of medical checkup on this friday. The reason was, " Jiawei, your heart beat was v fast that day. You've to come down for another round of check." I can like, wtf? Although on the other way I went itself, they told me the same thing, thus I had my pulse checked twice. Eh, wth, still fail -.- zxzxzxz! Thn she continued, "Oh, and that day, we forgot to do the urine test for you." Hello! Its a Hospital branch! Can they bark up & not waste our time!

& & & I have so many darn things to complain about, hello blogger sucks can. I cannot post my creative desktop pictures! ): & & & I cannot show my T3 picture!

& & & THIS IS V IMPT.

JUSTIN,

THANKS FOR THAT CHICKEN lol.

/edited, for the like 5th time lol.

Words&words, Excels&Excels. Giddy-ness. If accounting's what I've chosen, there's no one to blame, except myself. Headache. Words so small, colour so same, how to read?!

You wouldn't know how how how sad I am now. ):

Started work once again. I couldn't say its boring cuz at least I've got things to do now, rather then stoning at home, rotting. Yes, rly rotting. At least keep myself occupied with some dead-wood job instead of hanging around, lying in bed, staring at the CPU monitor. Life IS boring that way. I used to think that there're tons of attractive websites where I can surf for months & months, 24/7. But, disappointment yea. You see, many of the websites aren't updated everyday, or I should say most of them. Blogs are getting stagnant cuz school has alrdy started. At least I have my game heh. O I forgotten. Sindy wanted to intro me new game, I thot it would be something new that'll be appealing & attention-seeking & can last me days attached to the game, but, who knows, she introduced me Viwawa. O, sucha, ok, I shall say kiddy game in this case. Look, the characters are so ugly & cartoon-ish ( I supppose, it was designed to be in this way to attract young kids, or teenagers. But on the other hand, the games are so adult-like. Young kids wouldn't know how to play! And guess what, US's server's lagging Asia's! You play a game, they'll skip your turn and state "time-out" cuz you're lagging. Wth.) Yea, and and and, its just so irritating when there like so lil games available. The amasing thing is that, despite the small variety of games, there're like so many ppl addicted to this. Dumb dumbs, play more sensible games like ahem la. Haha, ps: I'm not trying to pin-point anyone k, I generalised the terms.

Past few days have been great, especially in Tuesday. Met up with the usual ppl, went AHS, watched East Zone Zonal Finals I suppose. It was CCHvsAHS. Ok, first I have to say this. Why did WeiXuan appealed to AHS when he's been posted to CCH! Eh, our school's so much better ok! At least our school mates wouldn't dump the bball on the floor so unwillingly when they lost a goal. And the dumbest thing is.... HELLO, CCH has got such a SO-MUCH-NICER-FOOD-CANTEEN pls! Wow, I realised after visiting their canteen. We ppl in CCH are just so fortunate. So, so fortunate hey. Haha, back to the topic, yea, bballer did their best I think. Yea, they did. 72-73, CCH-AHS. We lost, a ball. We lost, a penalty ball. If the ball went in the basket....., if. Haha, it doesn't corcern me anymore. It was my ex-school. Haha, I just rmbed the time, we stood outside the stadium, watched the match like offenders in the prison, we grabbed the metal pillars, jumped, cheered, clapped, shouted & most imptly, we cursed & cursed & cursed. Haha, cursing the AHSers die, cursing the stadium to explode, cursing them this & that, if they got the ball in hahaha. Silly us. O I forgot, AHS have smelly ppl with smelly legs(those ppl in the stadium in front of us I mean).

I'll be visiting the clinic for a medical checkup on Sat, and a very very happy enrolment @ Sp on the 13th. YEAY! Finally, I see school (:

Hi, I'ma single, 24 year old, looking for a special companion.

Oh wtf. Mocca sucks.

Ok, its time. Its time to stop all these NONSENSEs.

HARLO! ITS TIME TO WAKE UP! SCHOOLS STARTING ALRDY!