Being gone through ups & downs, its time to learn to let go. Seeing others end up in a mess, I wouldn't want that to happen on myself. Let go of the old things, retain the memories, treasure the new ones. I've been thinking, should I be the old self or someone new in this coming new school. Many wouldn't know, other then those who has known me since primary school life, I go for new experiences. Remembering the primary school me, where teachers call me Crystal instead of Jiawei. I didn't speak a word even when I'm asked to answer questions. I'ld stand up at my seat, keep my mouth shut, frustrate the teacher until I'm allowed to skip the question and sit down. Hah! How wonderful could that be (: But after those 6 years of silence, I've decided to try something new in my Secondary school life. Woohoo! Challenging tsk! I used back my name Jiawei, till nobody knew my name was Crystal. I spoke loudly, shouted across the classroom till every single soul can hear my voice. Maybe it wasn't only me, cuz I realised, most of the people in my class shouted too. (: Typical students. Thus I was wondering, to be or not to be. Quiet Jiawei vs Noisy Crystal. A total mirror reflection. Moment of silence please.