Thursday, September 20, 2007

I have to admit, I worked, but I didn't work hard enough.


Slacking through the Sep holidays returned words like 'under-performed' and 'below expectation' frm teachers although its just the first day of debrief. I squeezed myself through a 'pass' for english, and a b4 for Sc(phy) which will definately be pulled down by Sc(chem). That's the disadvantage of combined science. Either you're gd at both subjects, or you're gd at failing. Smoking through Hchinese compo which gave me an A, but paper 2, hahas, bo bao. I was thinking. Really, only thinking, how could people like me do well when this was supposed to be the last debrief and we did this throughout the whole session(?!) We played, we joked, we laughed as if everything was over and played with our left hand like nobody's business.


This was Estelle's original art-piece with her right hand, follwing by Carline's left, Peiwen's left and mine left. Carline then announced herself champion, looking at peiwen's ahem drawing and she said hat mine was different frm the original. Hahas, its just mere entertainment.



To speak the truth, many mugged, many paid serious attention to their mistakes and worked bloody hard, but many didn't get what they are supposed to be getting. I shall not be among the many(s), I promise myself, I'll work hard and hopefully, do well.

Saturday, September 15, 2007

The sky's blue, the weather's fine, the day to start mug.

Nothing was wrong, but nothing went right.I was supposed to print Stef's Amaths wroksheeet to do them, but i didn't. I didn't know why. I'll be wasting time outta my house later, so I should be mugging right now to save time. I didn't. Was the world's supposed to be like this, where nothing you wished came true? Or was it a dream that i survived till this point of time, the time where O's was so near, yet so far?

Friday, September 14, 2007

Its has been so long since i've gotten my new phone. Its been so long since I owe ppl donuts. Its been so long since ppl like Charmaine, Angel, Pinglynn, Jessica, have been bugging me for the donuts.(some of 'em arent involved, but somehow i dunno why everybody know about this==, maybe its like what Jsss say, ting ze you fen.) It has been so long since Prelims started and I'm not supposed to be doing badly, but somehow, sometimes, i think i did. It has been so long I wished I could just throw everything down the drain, forget about Prelims, forget about O's, forget about everything. But the truth is, it has been so long since my wish came true.